still caught up on you
Explain to me....why would someone come back into my life so suddenly. Perhaps he realize he misses me? I can't get over him when he constantly comes and goes in my life. And i dont know how to deal when he suddenly talks to me inwhich i'm confused what he wants. It's the same old game cause we're both too stubborn to give in. Well he knows that I would want everything back the way it was before...in a heartbeat. I dont understand why he's so confused about life. Wouldn't I make it easier?
"Eventually all the pieces fall into place, until then, laugh at the confusion, live for the moment, and know that everything happens for a reason"
we belong together
I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you, soI should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you goI didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolishI was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby
When you left I lost a part of meI
t's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your placeT
here ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together
I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Saying to me"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute
This is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear BabyfaceI only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
It ain't even half of whatI'm feeling inside
I need youNeed you back in my life, baby
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
"We belong together" - Mariah Carey
* This song relates to my life....funny how me and al both share this memory of it still*
Goodbye to you
It was foolish of me to think we could reconcile our relationship when obviously I finally got the courage to put my heart out there. And in the end, I have no response back including no emotions revealed. Ain't it funny how I am writing this and the song playing on the radio goes like this "it musta been love but its over now..." I guess thats true in my opinion. I'm not the type to be begging for another chance. At least I can say I tried but I can't fix you..you're on your own now. This shows your character and perhaps I never really knew you. I've changed my ways, wish you could only see with another chance given to something once special. So now I have nothing left to do but to give up. yeah I've become a cynical person and all the hope is passing before my eyes. There's no more room for love and no more disappointments left for my heart. This is my goodbye to you. I doubt you'll find this page...but at least I can say I tried even when I'm scared. Maybe everything I said was overwhelming and scared you away, so maybe you're right all along...I deserve better. Even though you make me smile and laugh for real when I lie to everyone else. You're the only one I can feel real with. The one life makes sense with. Guess it was too comfortable for me to show the truth. I can't regret the past and everything I've done. I believe those that truly care will stay by your side through the good and bad times. I wish you happiness with whatever you choose to do in your life.
Circles
Ever since you left me
I've been trying to hide the pain
Painting on a smile with lipstick
Putting on a big charade
So difficult to keep pretending
It's getting harder everyday
It's plain to see I'm cold and heartsick
Since you turned and walked away
I just keep going round and round
And round in circles
Keep on tumbling down
Oh boy my world has changed
And I don't think I can make it without out
Nothing's the same
You got me running around in circles over you
Everything is you
How can I pull through
My heart is consumed I'm so confused
Still caught up in you...love can be so cruel
Baby don't know how to turn you loose
"Circles" -Mariah Carey
