everything happens for a reason...

letting go...

I heard that forgiving and remembering the positive aspects of a past relationship helps you move on. From breakups, you're supposed to take the strong points and place it on new relationships. Well this may be a learning experience that I have yet to do because I need to let go and believe that we will never be again. Perhaps I should go back to when I was strong and not having you in my life. As I remember the breakup was harsh, all the words said was unforgivable. I dont even know why i let you back into my life. It's only making it harder because you placed me in a position that just confuses me. You don't want a relationship, but you lead me on and end up hurting me. It's time i really let go and move on since me and you will never be the way it was before. We were probably not meant to be. You will never give enough effort for a relationship. I dont know if you are ever capable to...I'm not going to wait around.