Goodbye to you
It was foolish of me to think we could reconcile our relationship when obviously I finally got the courage to put my heart out there. And in the end, I have no response back including no emotions revealed. Ain't it funny how I am writing this and the song playing on the radio goes like this "it musta been love but its over now..." I guess thats true in my opinion. I'm not the type to be begging for another chance. At least I can say I tried but I can't fix you..you're on your own now. This shows your character and perhaps I never really knew you. I've changed my ways, wish you could only see with another chance given to something once special. So now I have nothing left to do but to give up. yeah I've become a cynical person and all the hope is passing before my eyes. There's no more room for love and no more disappointments left for my heart. This is my goodbye to you. I doubt you'll find this page...but at least I can say I tried even when I'm scared. Maybe everything I said was overwhelming and scared you away, so maybe you're right all along...I deserve better. Even though you make me smile and laugh for real when I lie to everyone else. You're the only one I can feel real with. The one life makes sense with. Guess it was too comfortable for me to show the truth. I can't regret the past and everything I've done. I believe those that truly care will stay by your side through the good and bad times. I wish you happiness with whatever you choose to do in your life.
posted by CAL @ 11:35 AM
1 Comments:
It all happens to the best of us. There is a certain solidarity between each of us in that the emotions we all have and share are so similar. Perhaps it is the common thread that unites us all. You are not alone, yet you seem stronger than you give yourself credit for. And truly, as you said, 'time will only tell.' But more importantly, time heals and time brings new life. Much love to you.
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